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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:21:11 GMT

my new webbie, www.winnie-wonka.blogspot.com... will close this site after moving some of my favorite entries to my new site...

went to buy another gundam model kit last evening...

strike freedom gundam, picture extracted from <www.hlj.com>

"With a massive height of 50cm and a wingspan of 60cm, you get a lot of bang for your yen with this new version of the Strike Freedom!

At its base, this is a regular snap-together plastic Gundam kit; all the parts are molded in colour, and you will need no paint or glue for assembly. Foil stickers and clear Gundam stickers are included for detail.

The only thing that makes this kit different from any other 1/60 scale kit is the lighting throughout! Dozens of translucent yellow and blue parts are included, as well as lighting contacts, light bulbs, and a diode. The lighting starts at the included display base, and the wiring is integral to the building of the kit itself; simple pictorial instructions will get you through the construction with a little patience (and perhaps the experience of having built a fairly complex Gundam kit before).

1 CR1220 and 3 AA batteries are required, but not included. A teeny scale (non-painted) model of Kira Yamato is included; and all of the Strike Freedom Gundam's weaponry is included -- the Dragoon, rail guns, beam sabres, beam rifles, and a beam shield (though unfortunately these don't light up). "

i'll be the one assembling this model kit... hee...

chao ah lian XX

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:00:05 GMT

aww... really cute...

i miss being single...

you do whatever you wanna do...

go to wherever you wanna be...

date whoever you like...

wear whatever you want...

most importantly, you're responsible for nobody...

i miss the smell of freedom...

chao ah lian XX

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 09:00:50 GMT

i'm setting up a new blog...

for fun, laughter, peace and joy...

in time to come, this will be an abandon site...

chao ah lian XX

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 02:43:48 GMT

today is one of the days when i want to go...

LALALALALALALALALALALALALA!!!

i did another personality analysis and found it to be 90% accurate...

You are a person who likes to keep things to yourself (quite true...)
You are a bit choosy with friends and will only hangout with those whom you think are of the same frequency (100% true!)
What you want in life is half fullfilled (hmm... relatively true...)
You tend to be fragile (says who!!! i am strong!!!)
You have a few good friends in life (yuppy, my sweetie pies!!!)
Your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you (like duh... it wouldn't come to an end if it wasn't that bad right?)
You tend to flirt around with others even when your partner is around you (erms... objection!!!)
A humble personality is in you (haha... dun wanna boast lah...)
You have very strong bond with your friends (that's of course!)
Your partner is a very humble and homely person (yeah, and probably the best boyfriend on earth...)
You will go to your friends whenever you meet with problems (hmm... sometimes... depending on the situation)

the gundam guru- my honey, splurge hundreds on another gundam (perfect grade) yesterday. months ago, i chanced upon this exact figurine online and had wanted to surprise him with it. yet things were easier said than done, i couldn't seem to find it anywhere... i was told later that it was a limited edition which well explains the scarcity... how cool...

picture extracted from www.gundamofficial.com

anyway, i've finally come to terms with his extravagant hobby... perhaps this is exactly why men are from mars and women are from venus... while we are obsessed and eager to splurge on our looks and designer labels, our counterparts are more interested in automobiles, playstations, animes and cool toys like transformers and gundams...

i guess that's our difference... we simply have to live with it, and fall in love with it...

i'm lovin' it...

chao ah lian XX

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:50:04 GMT

i'm removing my chatterbox because some brute left an appalling shout-out, a disgusting statement which i find extremely difficult to digest. *wrinkles nose with contempt* apparently, some dude fellow (IP: 70.232.110) thought it would be funny to leave a shout-out like this:

<Dude>: I'm gunna beat your boyfriend up, then fuck you so hard....

to be honest, winnie ain't no saint... as a matter of fact, i am somebody with a low threshold for such infantile acts... and this is exactly why this sickened message had propelled me to remove the chatterbox... not because i'm afraid of him but simply because i'm too annoyed to read anymore of such messages...

immediately after this disgusting shout-out, there were 2 other shout-outs with 2 entirely different names...

<Sora>: Dude....*shakes head*
<Jack>: Ignore dude. He's my dumbass cousin who won't go home. Sorry for the inconvinence. Dude is being beaten up at the moment.

however, i come to realise that they all share the same I.P... the trio are either living together or the psychopath is somebody with split personalities... anyhow, i do really hope that the dude fellow will rot in hell for eternity...

upon reading these infuriating messages, i had several names conjured up in my mind... some whom i thought might be responsible for this ludicrous act... i thought i might have unknowingly angered some of my friends because i had rejected some dates after being attached to beloved andy... i was being responsible for the feelings of my boyfriend, i don't think i was wrong in any way...

but then again, on second thought, i believe that no friends of mine would have stooped so low... i trust that all my friends are humans with integrity... definitely not some imbecilic beast who uses pseudo names to leave atrocious messages in other's webbies...

i am a normal girl, leading a normal life, trying to maintain an ordinary blog. i am not a famous blogger like xiaxue, daphne teo or dawn yeo... i do not have a flair for writing comparable to them, nor have the desire to be like them... i do not write about controversial issues like sarongpartygirl, neither do i feel a need to garner such unwanted attention. all i ever needed is a little space to blog out my thoughts, some incoherent thoughts that may seem insignificant to others...

yet, along the way, i have incurred the wrath of many... some may be my friends who were very strangely, unhappy that i am living a gleeful life... some are complete strangers whom i may not even have met like mr anonymous who left a rather vicious comment months ago... and now, dude fellow... this is absolutely preposterous... and of course, saddening...

i am extremely flattered by such attention but... no, thank you...

i'm gonna remove my chatterbox...

pieces of my life...

honey bought this for me on his birthday and declared that i have 2 birthdays from now on... aww, isn't he sweet?

burberry phone strap, christmas gift from momo... love her to bits!

me and my sweetie pie, lao jing...

2 of my favorite girls...

christmas gift for honey... gundam, perfect grade...

chao ah lian XX

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 02:37:36 GMT

I'm feeling bored so...

here's my personality analysis...

You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up peoples day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good sense of humor.

honey's...

Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long time.

i'm hurting...

it is killing my appetite...

all in the name of beauty...

chao ah lian XX

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 14:03:09 GMT

some pictures for your viewing pleasure...

my man on his birthday (al dente)...

delectable cake from bakerzin, yummy!!!

aww, i love his lashes...

waiting for the river boat... (me smiling awkwardly with my plate on)

changi airport... ( sigh, i look kinda swollen with my plate...)

brr... it's cold out there...

2 of my favorite girls...

on the streets, looking fat...

my sweetie pie, lao jing...

chao ah lian XX

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:55:51 GMT

i am living in a box, i have no life... period.

NARUWAN EE YA NARUWAN!!!

missed me?

haha... fret not, i'm back... *hugs*

anyway, taipei was extremely fun... (minus away the killer traffic and freezing weather). although we had many "near-death experiences" at taipei, we managed to escape unscathed... the following will be an account of the major events of my taipei trip in accordance to the time of event...

day 1

almost got ourselves killed by killer scooters
lao wei had minced pork noodles
beginning to miss andy...

day 2

realised that taiwanese were skinny in general
managed to unearth the secret behind maintaining a slim body - that is to climb as many stairs as possible
there are restrooms in every ktv cabins (cool right?)
lao jing became the hokkien ktv queen in taiwan (hail the new queen!!!)
bikers rule over pedestrians in taiwan (was almost knocked down by scooters again *roll eyes*)
missed andy very much

day 3

managed to attract an ugly caucasian - lost my appetite because of the 'death wink' (insider joke)
bought expensive biscuits because there was nothing much for us to buy
still think their traffic sucked
locals asked me for directions - i was able to direct them accurately (see, i'm street smart!!!)
lao wei was almost killed by falling lamp post - she managed to hop away swiftly
lao jing wanted to try her fatal skull breaking blow. thus, she used her naked arms to block the falling lamp post
the lamp post broke into half (wah... kungfu master!)
went to shih lin night market - food sucked because they are usually deep fried food...
still by j.lo found it's way down the hotel's toilet bowl
managed to flush the whole bottle of perfume down the sewage system... (wah... powerful system)
became the joke of the day...
still missed andy badly...

day 4

temperature dropped to 10 degrees
used my credit card for the first time...
went to danshui - pretended to be shancai
concluded that there was no hope for taipei's traffic
had taiwanese roti prata - deliciouuusssss!!!
taipei had slight earthquake (measuring 4 degrees on richter scale) - didn't feel anything though
Chance by chanel became my new baby - rest in peace, beloved Still...
had 'ma la' steamboat
lips swell up to the size of a banana...
missed andy like crazy...

day 5

saw the infamous 'bin lang shi si' - not so pretty after all
home sweet home

chao ah lian XX

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:28:25 GMT

tomorrow is my honey's birthday... i'm all psyched up for his big day!

picture extracted from www.colours.com.sg

make a guess, where will we be having dinner tomorrow?

i wanna watch this!!!

hee... this picture reminds me of somebody...

accompanied lao hua to our dental surgeon for her dental appointment yesterday. to my astonishment, my plate was ready to be installed, very efficient indeed. there and then, i had andre (my dental surgeon) messing around with my mouth...

andre: bite...

winnie: (tried with all that she was worth) eeeee....

andre: nono... try to bite... (demonstrates how to bite)

winnie: duh...

this went on and on forever... it was extremely tedious to chew onto anything with the plate on, especially when there was a plastic blocking my tongue. my gum felt weak and lunch proved to be an excruciating affair... it literally killed all eating pleasures... (let's not forget the speech impairment that comes along with it).

but i'm gonna be sooooo pretty in 6 months time... so hang on, winnie!

meanwhile, i'll be ostracizing all solid foods...

men are like commercials. you can't believe a word they say...

chao ah lian XX

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 00:54:31 GMT

an entry of incoherent thoughts

what the hell... my trip to bintan is cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances and we were told not to probe for any reasons (as informed by the organizer). seriously, i can never be more pissed. WHAT BLOODY UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES?? are we not at-the-very-least entitled to a decent explanation? *peeved* i mean, you don't F-ing get people to ditch their families, husbands, boyfriends, girlfriends, wives blah blah blah in singapore for 48 hours and when they do, you cancel the trip without even having the decency of a proper explanation. this is imbecilic...

anyway, another disturbing issue about my already married male colleague. well, he seems like a nice chap on the surface, perpetually caring for others. but personally, i feel that he needs to practise self control when it comes to caring for others (especially the female counterparts). being married or engaged is not merely about the marital status, it is about being committed to a single person, being responsible for that person's happiness/feelings and so much more. i can't help but feel that he is being too frivolous with his feelings and in turn, puts his wife's happiness in jeopardy. it's never like the unmarried when we are unbounded by commitments and can change our girlfriends/boyfriends as and when we like... because by breathing the word "I do", he no longer has the right to choose... anymore.

i am not perfect. not in the past, not now, not ever...

chao ah lian XX